Feb
15
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when I can’t really scream and
jumping off is not an option
still waiting to break down walls
wish there was someone I can really talk to.
life is so cryptic, I can’t simplify it.
knowing what I want to do, but feeling
the exact opposite of it.
taking my mind off things by wandering
the need to be alone at a strange place
the need to take off by myself
last week my eyes hurt from crying.
emotions, I’ve become better at hiding them,
I smile and it doesn’t hurt anymore.
Thank God.
